Every time I visit Albany, I end up crying when I leave. EVERY TIME. And Levi just looks at me like I'm silly and tells me, "It's really going to be okay, Kaitlyn." As he's laughing at me. I miss him.
You know, Levi calls me an average of three times while he's at work, but when he's off he just texts. I find this odd. Just sayin'.
Anyways, I'm just so emotional and I don't like it. I leave Lubbock saying telling myself that I won't cry when I leave home. Sadly mistaken. Each time. Even when I give my little brother a hug goodbye. I hate living out of a suitcase at home. It's just not right. I go into my closest looking for something to wear, but it's empty. How annoying to have to walk back into my room and pull something out of a suitcase.
THIS WEEKEND WAS SO MUCH FUN. I love homecoming. I love my high school friends. I miss that it's not our boys that were on the field that night, though. High school was a blast and I want to go back. I wish that I had an entire week to hang out instead of just a couple days. It's hard to split the time between my family and friends. Not really for hanging out with Levi, though. He's with me during both. :-) But, seriously. I don't have enough time to hang out with both. It's hard to make a decision.
So, this dress that I have been obsessed with from Forever21 is not on their website. I am really upset. I wanted to show it. Or maybe it is actually on there and it is nothing what I remember it looking like. I hope it's the first one. But it's this cream colored, old looking dress that I want to wear tights with and shoes like...
Okay, so those aren't the ones that Forever21 one has, but they are the same style and I can afford them. Unlike these Steve Madden ones.
I'm really excited for that outfit though!
I LOVE FALL! It's my favorite season. I love to wear my scarves.
Although, I have decided that I'm not going to spend my money on things like unnecessary food and just go to the mall and buy cute clothes. I think it's a good trade. I want cuter clothes. Cuter fall/winter clothes. Mainly shirts. All I have are t-shirts and plain colored v-necks. I just want all sorts of stuff.
I would just like to through out there that I am kicking butt in my Design I class. All my projects have been As and are hanging up in the Architecture building somewhere. Even though I hate the class, I love that I am good in it. And I love that the Marines girl is not. Mean? Yes. But she's so annoying and thinks that she knows how to do everything better than everyone else. Makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. Not really. But something like that.
My jaw started making this popping sound/motion sometime last spring and it began to get better after I stopped chewing gum so much. Now this thing is back and it's painful. But it's not from chewing gum. No, it's from clenching my teeth so hard. Why, do you ask, am I clenching my teeth? THE SMACKING IS SO INTENSE. I'm doing homework and I hear it, clench, and when it stops I realize that my jaw is tired and I wonder why? I figured it out. This pet peeve is causing me pain. Literally. Although, I think that I stress so much lately that I do it in my sleep some too. But I believe the main reason is because of the smacking. I'm grateful that this is the only problem I have come across so far, but at the same time, it's killing me. I thought my brother was bad about it. Sadly mistaken.
I started this blog hoping it would turn into a once a week type thing... I failed. But I just have so much homework that it's hard. So, I will just shoot for blogging when I have time to. This seems more attainable.
-Kaitlyn