I'm rethinking everything right now. What I really want. If Communication Design really where I want to be? I don't know what else I would do... Except nursing appeals to me for some reason. And I know I shouldn't do this to myself, but I don't want to go to nursing because EVERYONE is there. It's really cool when somebody asks you what your major is and are intrigued when you say "graphic design." Super bad of me to be this way. Also, if I switch, that is an ENTIRE YEAR that I have wasted on freaking art. None of these classes that I have taken will benefit me. But I like taking care of people. I always enjoyed it when the lifeguards would bring me a kid and ask me to fix them because they can't handle blood. Plus, I have always thought that scrubs were cool--don't ask me why. Maybe I could be some kind of specialist nurse with children or something. I don't know.
Anyways, in the past two days I have started working out. I had always talked the talk but I never did any of the work to get in shape. I decided that I had to make it apart of my day, kind of like a class that I had to go to and couldn't skip. It has to be apart of my schedule. Sure, on days that I have projects due on the next day I might have to skip, but that cannot be my excuse everyday. Also, it really isn't THAT bad to go jog on the treadmill for 20 minutes, especially when there is a TV a foot away from your face. It distracts me from thinking about what I am actually doing. I am also wearing that belly band that makes your midsection sweat incredibly that I bought last semester. Hopefully that will speed up shedding a couple inches around there. I hope that by spring break I am looking thinner and am weighing lighter. I weighed myself today and I weigh 143. That is 20 pounds more than I weighed during the beginning of senior year. It's time that that comes off.
I'm supposed to go home next weekend for Melany's birthday... But I'm really beginning to think that I won't be able to make it. I just know that I will have a couple more projects added to my plate and probably another paper. I don't know though. Also, we are dressing up for bowling and I have no dress to wear to this. Plus, there is the issue of money. Money for gas. Money to eat at Bonzai. Money for a movie. Money for bowling. Money for a dress (if I even have time to go look for one). And this will all be on Friday night. How am I going to get there in time to do all of this?
Kaitlyn
-I also decided that since I never know what to put as a title, it will be whatever I am listening to at that time.
-Does anyone else get flashbacks when they here Cyclone by Baby Bash ft T-Pain? Just wondering.
About Me
- Kaitlyn
- I'm a freshman at Texas Tech. I'm studying to become a graphic designer. I am a Christian--a Catholic Christian. I love my family and friends. If your wondering why a lot of my posts have the tag 'Levi,' this is my boyfriend. He's a big part of my life, so you must get over me always talking about him ALL THE TIME. :-) I'm a pretty boring person. I like things to be simple. My favorite shirts are the $8 solid color v-necks from Target paired with some jeans. I may add in a colorful scarf from time to time, but for the most part that's my outfit. I keep it simple.
I think that if you aren't happy doing the classes for graphic design, or if when you think about doing this for another three years or whatever it makes you hate life, then you should switch. I wouldn't worry about the wasted year on art because if you continued with this and you really weren't happy then it would kind of be wasting those years too, you know? Did any of that make sense?
ReplyDeleteI too have started working out! And I too have gained twenty pounds since the beginning of senior year! I told myself that if I stuck to my work out plan for the rest of February and March and there were actual results that I would reward myself with a dress from ModCloth.
Also, we will, of course, totally understand if you can't come next weekend. Especially since you have no source of income. You already have so much to stress about, don't worry about this too! Besides, we'll have all of Spring Break together!